I still visit the children’s hospital every week. Still bring toys. Still sit with kids who don’t have anyone.
And on my vest, right over my heart, is a new patch. It shows a little boy on a motorcycle, riding toward heaven. Underneath it says: “Ethan – My Little Warrior – Riding Free Forever.”
And every night, before I go to sleep, I hold the stuffed elephant Ethan’s father gave me after the funeral. The same worn-out elephant Ethan clutched every single day.
“Goodnight, little brother,” I whisper. “Save me a spot up there. When my time comes, we’re going for that ride I promised you.”