But I couldn’t stay. Something inside me said it wasn’t right. I’m pregnant.
I found out just a few weeks before the wedding. No one noticed—I was barely showing. I didn’t tell Luke.
I felt like I was living someone else’s life. I had to find my own.I left an address in case you ever want to find me. I don’t expect you to.
But if you do, I’ll be waiting.Love, always,Laura
I read it twice. Then again. My chest felt like it was wrapped in wire.
Pregnant? Laura had been pregnant? No one knew.
Not even Luke. That evening, I called everyone into the kitchen—Mama, Daddy, and Luke. The light above the table flickered as I unfolded the letter with both hands.
My voice was tight, but steady, as I read Laura’s words out loud. No one spoke at first. The quiet sat between us like a weight.
“She was pregnant?” Luke finally asked. His voice cracked like something inside him had broken loose. I nodded.
“She didn’t tell anyone. She must’ve found out just before the wedding. She said she couldn’t stay.”
“Why would she think we’d turn our backs on her? She’s our daughter. I would’ve held her tighter.”
“She was scared,” I said gently.
“Overwhelmed.”
Luke leaned back in his chair, wiping his eyes with the back of his hand. “I wanted a child. I would’ve raised that baby as my own.
I loved her. She knew that.”
“I know,” I whispered. “But maybe she didn’t know how to believe in it.”
Daddy didn’t speak, just stared at the grain of the table.
Laura hadn’t just run away because she was afraid. I could feel it in her words—she had run toward something. Something she believed was worth starting over for.
Something she couldn’t say out loud. That night, while the others went to bed, I stayed up and packed a small bag. Jeans.
A sweatshirt. The letter. I looked at the return address Laura had left behind.
It had been ten years. But something in my chest said maybe, just maybe—it wasn’t too late. It was a small town in Wisconsin, the kind where the streets are lined with old maples and front porches have wind chimes that never stop singing.
The GPS led me down a gravel road, past barns and cornfields, to a quiet yellow house with chipped paint and a porch swing that moved in the breeze. Out front, sunflowers stretched tall and bright, nodding in the sunlight. A little girl sat on the steps, her bare feet dusty, her fingers stained with pink and blue chalk.
She was drawing hearts and stars, her long brown hair tucked behind her ears. She looked up at me, eyes wide, squinting in the sun. “Hi.”
“Hi,” I said, trying to steady my voice.
“Is your mom home?”
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