I lightly grasped the old lock. I’d never even seen a key to this door.
“Noah,” I called quietly.
“Are you sure?” Noah placed a hand on my shoulder.
I nodded.
We broke the lock. It made a stubborn, grinding snap, and then we pushed the doors open.
A breath of cold, stale air rose to meet us.
Noah went first, flashlight beam cutting a path through the dust. I followed carefully down the narrow steps.
What we found was so much worse, and so much better, than I’d expected.
Along one wall, perfectly lined up, were stacks of boxes, taped and labeled in Grandma’s handwriting.
Noah opened the nearest one.
Then, a black-and-white photograph.
It was Grandma Evelyn! She couldn’t have been more than 16, and she was sitting on a hospital bed.
Her eyes were wide, exhausted, and terrified.
She was holding a newborn baby wrapped in that very blanket.
And the baby, I realized, wasn’t my mother.
I screamed.
“What is this?” I rushed to the next box. My fingers shook as I opened it.
There were more photos, letters, official-looking adoption papers, and rejection letters stamped with phrases like SEALED and CONFIDENTIAL.
Then, I found the notebook.
The notebook was thick with wear, and Grandma had filled the pages with dates, places, the names of adoption agencies, and heartbreakingly brief notes.
“They won’t tell me anything.”
“Told me to stop asking.”
“No records available.”
The last entry was made just two years ago: “Called again. Still nothing.
I hope she’s okay.”Continue reading…