I convinced myself that this was what foster care looked like. That I should be grateful. Years passed, and I learned to adapt.
But I also learned to observe. By the time I was twelve, I began noticing changes, small at first, then larger. Marcia suddenly owned designer handbags that shimmered under the bright lights at church.
One day, timidly and with guilt gnawing at my stomach, I asked about the money my parents left behind. I phrased it poorly, nervously, afraid even to bring it up. Marcia didn’t hesitate.
“Don’t be ungrateful, Lila,” she snapped. “God blessed us with the responsibility of caring for you. You think that’s free?
The food you eat, this roof over your head, your school supplies, who do you think pays for that?”
I nodded, cheeks burning with shame, and whispered an apology. But a seed of suspicion had been planted. As the years rolled forward, the inconsistencies grew impossible to ignore.
Every time a school field trip came up, mine was “too expensive,” but Brenna spent a summer at an elite camp in France. While I attended public school, she was enrolled in a private arts academy. And when I asked if I could join a school club that required a small fee, I was told it “wasn’t in the budget.”
The truth unraveled slowly: the Aldens were spending my inheritance on themselves.
They justified it in their own minds, twisting necessity into entitlement. Feeding me scraps while feasting on the rest. Calling it a blessing while consuming everything my parents had left to protect my future.
But I stayed quiet. Through middle school. Through high school.
Grateful. I let them believe it. Because even then, I was waiting.Continue reading…