“About his future.”
A chill crept up my spine. “His future is with me,” I said without thinking. She let out a gentle, almost amused breath.
You can’t possibly give him what he needs.”
“What he needs is family.”
“And I am family,” she replied smoothly. “I can give him stability. A proper room.
A structured home. The kind of environment a growing boy deserves.”
Something in her voice, just beneath the well-polished concern, made my skin crawl. I had heard that tone before when she was weighing the value of a new car, a piece of jewelry, or a promotion.
It wasn’t the sound of love. It was the sound of someone evaluating what they might gain. “He’s not an object you can just take,” I said, my voice trembling despite my effort to keep it steady.
She gave me a long, assessing look. “This isn’t a decision for you to make on your own,” she said more quietly. “I’ve already spoken to a lawyer.”
The world tilted.
“It’s just to understand the legal options,” she added hastily. “No one is trying to hurt you. But realistically, the court would never leave a child in the care of someone who can’t support him.”
“You’re talking about me like I’m not standing here,” I said.
She placed her purse on the table with deliberate care. “I’m talking about reality. And reality doesn’t care about feelings.”
That night, after she left, I sat on the edge of my bed, staring at the faded wallpaper that my brother used to complain about.
He had always asked our parents if he could paint it blue, and they had always said, “One day.” The words echoed in my mind now, sharp and hollow. One day had run out. He stood in the doorway, uncertain.
“Is she going to take me?” he asked quietly. The question sliced straight through me. “No,” I said immediately.
“No one is taking you anywhere.”
“I don’t care what she said,” I interrupted, softer now. I held out my hand. He climbed onto the bed beside me, curling against my side like he had done when he was little, and thunder rattled the windows.
“We’re staying together,” I whispered. “I promise you.”
It was the first promise I made as an adult. I had no idea yet how hard it would be to keep.
The following days turned into a blur of lists, applications, and sleepless nights. I spoke to my college advisor about reducing my course load, then applied for every part-time job within walking distance. I sorted through bills, discovered accounts I had never known existed, and tried to decipher the labyrinth of paperwork my parents had left behind.
Grief had to sit in the corner and wait, because there was simply no time for it. My aunt, on the other hand, had all the time in the world. She came often after that, sometimes unannounced, always with the same careful smile.
She brought expensive toys for my brother and bags of groceries for us, remarking with just enough sadness about how “thin” he looked, how “tired” I seemed. Each comment felt like a tiny needle poking holes in my confidence, meant to let fear seep in. One afternoon, while my brother was in his room working on a puzzle, she cornered me in the kitchen.
“You can’t keep living like this,” she said. “You’re doing him more harm than good by clinging to a fantasy.”
“It’s not a fantasy. It’s our home.”
“It was your parents’ home,” she corrected gently.
“And they’re gone.”
The words, so blunt, were like a slap. “You don’t get to erase them just because they’re not here to argue with you,” I snapped. Her eyes hardened for a brief second before smoothing over again.
“I’m not erasing anyone,” she said. “I’m being practical. There is also the matter of your parents’ estate.”
I froze.
“What about it?”
“Well, as their nearest living relative, aside from you, I have certain rights to oversee how things are…distributed.” A delicate pause. “Especially if the current household is deemed unstable.”
That was when it finally clicked. The house.
The savings account. The life insurance. None of this was really about my brother.
He was just a convenient doorway to something she wanted. “You don’t want him,” I said slowly. “You want what they left behind.”
Her thin smile faltered.
“That’s a very unfair accusation.”
“But it’s true, isn’t it?”
“You’re emotional. That’s understandable. But you’re also young, and youth tends to misunderstand adult concerns.”
Anger burned in my chest, sharp and unfamiliar.
“Then here’s an adult concern for you: he stays with me.”
The legal battle began two weeks later. Courtrooms are nothing like they appear in films. They are smaller, more suffocating.
The air is heavy with old paper and tension. When my aunt sat across the room from me, dressed in professional gray and flanked by a sharply dressed attorney, I felt painfully out of place in my borrowed blazer and scuffed shoes. She spoke of “opportunity” and “security.” Her lawyer described me as “well-meaning but incapable.” Every word was carefully chosen to make me seem like a risk, a sentiment, a phase that would pass—even if it passed over my brother’s broken heart.
When it was my turn to speak, my hands shook, but I stood tall. “He is not a responsibility I ‘inherited,’” I said, my voice echoing slightly in the quiet room. “He is my family.
I have cooked for him, helped with his homework, comforted him at night, and wiped his tears since the day our parents died. I will do it every day for the rest of my life if I have to. Because love doesn’t disappear just because papers say I’m too young.”
I felt his eyes on me.
He sat in the back row, feet dangling, watching. I didn’t look at him because if I did, my composure might shatter. Witness after witness came forward.
A neighbor described how she had seen me walking him to school and waiting for him at the bus stop. A teacher spoke of the care with which I packed his lunches and signed his assignments. Even my part-time manager testified that I declined extra shifts to be home before he returned.Continue reading…
