The Moment Everything Stopped
The very next day, I woke up to a silence that felt heavy and wrong. I walked into Ameenah’s room and I froze when I found my kid gone. Her room was tidy, almost unnervingly so. Her bed was neatly made. I noticed her backpack was missing and that her closet was half-empty.
On her desk, there was a small piece of paper, folded with purpose. It was her note. It simply said: “Don’t look for me. I’ll be fine.”
“She ran away,” I managed to whisper, my voice barely audible.
“Did you call her?” he asked.
I had tried, of course. Repeatedly. Each time, my call went straight to voicemail.
It was hard to think straight. Only the night before, we had been sitting at the dinner table, having a difficult conversation—we were arguing—again—about how “it’s not fair” that her little sister gets everything handed to her, while she feels like she’s scraping by.
I tried to explain my reasoning, hoping she would see the bigger picture of family sacrifice. I told her, “This isn’t just your money—it’s for your future, yes, but we’re a family. Don’t you want your sister to have the same shot?”
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