When my husband, Harold, passed away, the world shifted into a quiet I had never known. After fifty-two years of marriage, silence wasn’t just unsettling, it felt foreign, like wearing someone else’s coat. Too heavy in some places, too loose in others.
Our days had always been filled with the familiar sounds of him, the rattle of his gardening tools on Saturday mornings, the soft scuff of his slippers along the hallway, the gentle bass of his humming whenever he put on one of those old swing records he loved so much. Those sounds had been the backdrop of my life for more than half a century. And suddenly, it was all gone.
I always thought that meant highs and lows, like the tide rolling in and drifting out. But mine wasn’t like that. Mine felt like a single, unbroken surge that never receded.Continue reading…